My foe, the very essence of who I fight against is what a long to embrace
Like a poltergeist following me from house to house
The algorithm of my own familiar pain always disturbs me
Targeted, focussed
My own damaged self causing destruction
I yearn to stop running, to embrace my companion
At home together co-existing
No longer unwelcome, a part of me
The gold that it forms for all to see
It’s time to live again